My Philosophers Notebook

Mental Hospitals aren't fun

2008-02-16T03:47:20Z

After the whole bad friend realtionship thing i ran away again but this time i got sent to a mental hospital.I stayed there for 8 days.Its not that fun but the cool thing is that i met new people that were in the same situations as me.Some were even wourse than my situation like some teens there their families didnt even want them anymore.But thankfully my family loves me and i now see that they wouldnt be going through all this for nothing.They're going through this with me because they care about me unlike some people.That i leave unmenched.

More Drama But this time it envolves my heart!!!

2008-01-22T21:45:12Z

I got into a really bad friend relationship with a guy that is way older than me and i lied to my mom and the cops saying that we had sex which is not true i also told my sister and some my friends the same thing.But we didnt do anything im glad we didnt.I tried to do something with him but he stopped me from actually doing anything and thats the good thing.Because i didnt want any of my friends to go to jail!!!

I Ran away

2007-12-20T22:31:43Z

I ran Away from home on 12/17/07 at 4:00 pm.The only reason why i ran away in the first place is because my little sister told me that my mom was going to send me back to my Dads house.She also said that my dad was going pay my mom 26,000 for me to come back to live with him.but he got married to a witch.When i lived with him and my step mom she abused me all of the time and I'm sick of it.I didn't want to go so i ran away i was gone for about 4 days.Now my parents are attached to my back.It feels like I have 2 shadows.

WELL HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Drama!!!!!!!

2007-12-16T06:03:46Z

I got home from school and i asked my mom if i could go to the rec hall that is only 2 doors down from my house.I stayed there for a couple of hours, i wanted to go to the high school which was only down the street from my house .But i forgot to tell my parents where i was going so i went to the high school with out telling my mom then there was this guy wo wanted my to go talk to him i ran and hide for 2 hours under some bleechers.then i came home at 8:41 ad i was late for curfew and i was in trouble for not telling my parents where i was.Befroe i got home my mom called my auntie jennifer then she called my nana then my uncle jamie.Alot of stuff happened after that.That i dont want to share so thats the end of that.

My favorite ring

2007-12-11T19:11:17Z

My Favorite ring is The Claddagh Ring.Its from one of my favorite tv shows Buffy The Vampire Slayer Angel had given the ring to buffy on her 18th birthday I just love it.It's so pretty.(i usually dont use the word pretty but this is a good reason to say it) i cant really show a picture but you can go look it up.

Tonite

2007-12-11T05:35:59Z

I told my mom that I was at the pool with my friend and my lil sis and my lil sis wanted to go to her friends house to swim in her pool,because the pool we were at was closed and i really didnt care if the pool was closed i just wanted to hang out with my friend I told my sister "to come back when she wanted to go home so that she wouldnt have to go alone." But she left her friends house without telling me so i wanted to go run on the track at a near by High school so i could think about things and hang out by myself.but my curfew is 6:30 but i know what time it was till i got home at 8:00 i was totally busted.but that wasnt all that happened i told my mom i wanted to kill myself, because of all the things that happened in my life and i just couldnt take it any more.I tried killing myself before but it didnt work out.My mom started to cry because she was afraid that i was really going to kill myself right in front of her but she stopped me from doing it she told me to come sit down and talk to her.So we talked and im not thinking about killing myself right now because i actually got to talk to my mom and tell her what has been going on.So i feel really good right because i actually got to talk to her.